Went to Doc yesterday talked about my anxiety level which has always been a problem - so much my father's daughter - anyway I realized that I'm not my usual laid back self and part of that I know is having a two year old, part OMG I'm going to be 40 and the rest is CRAZY. BUT my doc reassured me and happily put me back on meds. I'm a little disappointed that I couldn't do it myself but relieved to know it should be back in check very soon.
I hate being so uptight and bitchy! what if it doesn't make any difference and this is just how I am now. old and crotchety. and medicated. so there.